March 2, 2010
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My period still hasn’t started, but I took a pregnancy test a few days ago and it was negative. I don’t know if it was a false negative because I took it too early or if my period is even more irregular than I remember it being back in high school. Whatever the reason, I just kind of wish I could get some closure. Am I pregnant or am I not? Is that so much to ask?
In addition I’ve been really dizzy lately. I get disoriented just while sitting sometimes. I was blaming it on not eating a lot, but it happens kind of randomly and seems unrelated to mealtimes. Internets say that’s an early pregnancy warning sign, but it’s also a warning sign for like a million other things so I don’t really trust the internet. I just don’t know what to do.
I have to make a presentation during my research group’s meeting tomorrow. I thought I was going to make it a week from tomorrow, but I got bumped up in the schedule which left me scrambling for the last couple days trying to get the stupid thing ready. I just hope I can concentrate long enough to present well.
I’m a real mess right now. I’m pretty much freaking out.
