April 19, 2006

• #5: Wait!

  I was incorrect. I am content in all things but one. I want to kiss a female right now. I want to feel her body against my own. I want to feel her gentle embrass around my waist. I want to go roll in the grass with her at night and look at the stars. I want to smile at her and hug her and give her flowers and candy and take her out to dinner at Steak n' Shake at 3 o'clock in the morning. I just want one. Oh, please, if you read this and you are wishing the same thing, for a female to love, post a comment, e-mail me, anything! Please!

  My male points out that no one will ever post on my xanga. I told him some of what I type here and he agrees with me that most people are turned away by what I say. He smiled at me when I told him I should erase it all and make up pretend thoughts. He told me that I wouldn't be me anymore if I did that and anyone I met would be incorrect for me. He is wise in his perfection. I am pleased by him. If only he could change from a male to a female at will, I would need no other. I really don't need any other anyway, he is perfect, but it would definitely be fun to have a female for us to enjoy together. Oh, I have said this too many times, but since no one reads this, I can say it however much I would like to.

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