April 25, 2006

• Bad karma...

  I have a test today in Calculus. I couldn't sleep last night. I need to go to my Physics recitation because I don't understand the material, but if I don't stay here in the dorm and get the extra two hours of sleep I will die...literally. I am so tired. I don't understand what was wrong yesterday...maybe the candy...maybe all the sex before bed...I don't know. Something kept me up. Maybe it was just me being worried about the test and then forcing myself to stay awake and think about it unknowingly. Whatever happened, I am in trouble. I have an extreme pain in my upper torso. It feels like someone is cutting into my heart with a sword. This is a product of the lack of sleep. I must sleep more. I must do well on my test if I have any hope of keeping my 4.0, a 93 percent at least to get my grade back up to an A from the high A- that it is. It will be tough on so little sleep, but things are meant to happen the way that they do, so I am not angry. There is nothing to be done now but go to sleep and prepare. I thought I could go to recitation, but when I sat down here at this computer and felt the tight stabbing pain in my chest from no sleep, I knew I couldn't. I must away to my nap now.

  Oh! Also I shaved all the hair from my pubic region. This went over reasonably well with my male, but he has decided he prefers a few hairs to none. I agree, but I wanted to try it out. Anyway, just thought I would throw that in. Now, to the nap! *raises hand in the air like a super hero* AWAY!!

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