May 25, 2006
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Yeah...well...
I'm feeling pretty pathetic today. My male is having such a bad time without me. His mother is crazy. She tells him that he is worthless because he gets A's and B's. She complains because he has only been trying to get a job and hasn't gotten one yet. She is constantly angry and can always find something to make him feel small and helpless with. She treats him as if he has no right to have an opinion or thoughts or ideas or anything because he is a child and she is an adult. I wish she was more like my mother. She doesn't realize that she is crippling him for the real world with that kind of crap. You have to support your children, not insult them and break them down. Contrary to popular belief, that does NOT build character...bitch.
Well, enough about that. Just pisses me off even to type about it, much less talk to my male about it. Good thing he has his dad to comfort him. At least that guy is a little more human with his damn only son. Other than all that I am pretty bored and lonely. Working every day gets old quickly... At least I've started writing that book. It's kind of fun. Even if I never get it published, I think it will be nice to have as a window to another time in my life when I get old. I like that idea. I've also started working out and that is slightly entertaining. I like it. I don't like the sweat, but I like how it makes me feel, more confident and strong...I dunno. Still, I'm feeling pretty sad and down. I miss my male. I am sad that he is having trouble with his mom...unfortunate...
Anyways, I should stop now. I just want to call him. I need to hear his little voice from St. Louis calling to me. Adios peeps.
Comments (4)
awww its soo nice you want to hear my voice! lol j/k
so you started your book? Good luck with that, I hope it works out.
it doesn't work...what do i do??? it sucks....
Hey, how is it going? Well i am sorry for what is happening to your "male," family can be so cruel sometimes, mine are like that also, but the difference between your "male" and me is that he doesn't deserve it, cuz he is doing something about, and with me, well my family is right, it hurts though...sorry, well take care, how is that book of yours going? Great I hope...take care.
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