June 15, 2006

• Alrighty, kids...

  Well, since I got a couple comments, I guess I will write another entry. I just don't have anything really super happy to write about and I don't want to depress people, but I guess when I talk about how awesome my life is and brag about myself...that doesn't make anyone feel too great either. Anyway, here goes.

  I am a mess without him. Two hours is two too many. I can't sleep, I don't want to eat, I don't want to work...I just want to see him. I constantly think about how much I miss him when he is not near me to hold and squeeze and kiss and love. How is it that this amazing creature, this perfect person for me has come into my life. I continue to marvel at my incredible luck in meeting him. Without him I am so irritable and angry. Little things that don't matter make me incredilbly angry now. I am snappy. I am a jerk. I constantly need a nap. To offset the pain, I have gone about doing things to keep my mind off of it. I play DDR and work out ferociously. I immerse myself in the World of Warcraft. I even play with him. None of it matters. I can still only think about having him in my arms when I am all alone at night trying to fall asleep. My thoughts center around it when I leave myself even a moment to think. Next summer we HAVE to live together. I can't take this agony. I am not in love. I have found the other half of my soul and having it away from me is killing me. We are one. I am not in love, I am whole.

  Well, besides my incredible agony and anguish, I am doing pretty good. My little job as Subway is paying off, as I get about $350 each paycheck. Huzzah! It is easy and, for that sum, it is more than worth the small amount of effort. The boss still trusts me above all others and asks me my opinion, which, being the egotist that I am, makes me very happy. She respects me as I respect her. Things are as they should be at the ol' Subway.

  A quick aside...have you ever moved with urgency without a shirt on? When moving with a small amount of speed through my house naked as I prepared my fourthmeal of toasted ravioli, I noticed that the tiny hairs all over my skin were slightly rustled by the wind I created as I pushed air aside throughout the kitchen. It was kind of like someone tickling me (which I enjoy, mind you) and made me think of him. Anyway, completely random little thought there.

  As I said, I've been working out and playing DDR a lot lately. It has paid off! I have learned to "twist" as he calls it and can now beat "Can't Stop Falling in Love: Speedy Mix" with a B. I am pretty proud. Also, I can bench about 100 pounds now. It may not be impressive to you males out there, but for a little chicky like me, I am pretty happy. Also, all this physical fitness crap, along with eating better, has gotten me down to a muscular 123 pounds. Eight more pounds to go and I will be at my target of 115. I am pleased. I look so much better in the mirror than I did a two years ago. *sigh* I would do me.

  World of Warcraft is a pretty sweet game. I really enjoy leveling up and doing the professions, especially herbalism. Good times at failing to pick flowers! Lols! Anyway, my highest level character is 30 at the moment and that is fine with me. Seems being level 60 makes you a jerk anyway. I have two guilds on Argent Dawn. For the Alliance I have created "Dancing Trainer" which only consists of me and him. For the Horde I have, brace yourselves, "Sweet Sweet Heart Magic." I know, pretty goofy, but it is just for me and him again, so whatev, jerk RP kids who hate people for little to no reason. On Silverhand I have just started a real guild for me, him AND other people called "Stout Ale and Tall Tales." It's an RP guild designed to be relaxing and enjoyable for members. No one is ever kicked out for inactivity, everyone is welcome and the only rule is to have fun and be nice...OH! and no freaking constant raids! I love the tabards for all the guilds and I will have to take some screen shots and post them for you. Oh, and also on Silverhand I am one of five officers in the guild "Knights of Pandion." This guild, which I am glad to NOT be the guild master of, is working toward hardcore raiding. I will help them out how I can, but at the moment that is very little. I can only give my insight into how to recruit, since I did it a lot for the others I started and abandon. It's quite a bit of fun and keeps my mind off missing him when I play...but not once I log off.

  Well. I think I will make the next entry entirely about World of Warcraft because I could write a damn book souly on that game. Good times. Well, comment with any questions you might have and I will be back later with some tabard screenshots for you to enjoy.

  <3 Katie

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