June 22, 2006

• Perhaps...

  Perhaps I should not be so whiny. I am foolish indeed. As I often realize, my life is unendingly perfect and I am very lucky...perhaps the luckiest person on the planet. There is no reason for sadness, for I have him, whether or not he is about. Many have nothing, no one and no reason for joy. I have everything, him and all the reason in the world to be filled with happiness. I am, too. I just feel so helpless sometimes. Tied to my silly little job at Subway, I cannot go to him whenever I want to. I have to stay about in this idiotic town and do nothing...because that is all there is to do. I work and work out. I sleep. I call him. I play World of Warcraft and DDR. I am just getting a bit bored and a little lonely. My appologies for the excessive whining.

  Moving on, I began investigation into a co-op or internship at Anheuser Busch today. I am hoping to get one in the Engineering department, but I would not mind Brewing either. Considering I have never consumed a single beer and only half a wine cooler in my entire existence, I would think that my virgin tongue would be an asset in the tasting department of the Brewery and I could work my way up to Brewmaster in time. Many find me silly for such thoughts, being that I am the opposite of one who enjoys alcoholic beverages, but I don't know...I just have a feeling it is where I need to be with my Chemical Engineering degree. It is unexplainable, this feeling, so just take my word and shut it, kids! We shall see. I suppose my mind would be better suited to other things...but I will pursue this path as long as I feel necessary.

  Today was a good day for DDR. I played all the songs of 8 or more feet excluding the two hardcore kick-my-ass Paranoia songs on Extreme 2 and beat every one except Cartoon Heros. I am proud. Soon I will be able to beat Max 300. That will be a fine day indeed. I will frolick. As the weekend approaches along with the visit to his house, I become excited with the chance to play on an arcade machine once again. Ah, the feeling of the real pads beneath my feet as a move swiftly along them. It is good. I have become impressive and many watch, even on my doubles play. I can only play 7's and pass them, but it is still exciting to watch I suppose. I am pleased.

  The fantasies creep through my mind constantly. I cannot stop the thinking. I know who my roommate is for next semester. I hope she does not read this entry, for what I am about to say is rather sensitve information. I find her very attractive. She goes to the gym often and has a good figure, along with flowing waistlength blonde hair. Her lips are thick and I long to know them personally. Her eyes are bright and her smile is nice. I am excited, needless to say. She and I get along reasonably well and I would call her a friend. I have a strange feeling about her, as though perhaps she thinks naughty things about me as well. I made a facebook group called "Katie ******** Is Freakin' Awesome" and she joined it. I made it just to be silly and no one else joined it, but she did. She and I are the only members. It is interesting to me in a strange way.

  Another female has caught my attention again. I found her xanga long ago and she suddenly signed onto AIM. I had to talk to her. I am not good at picking up chicks, just to let you know. It is a wonder she didn't instantly block me with the things that I said. Where does my brain go when faced with a beautiful girl? I can talk to any male, at any time for any reason. Why can I not do the same with females? Anyway, she agreed, after talking to me for a bit, to go on a date with me this coming Autumn. I was excited and so what he! We rejoiced as we ran about on our little Tauren critters on Argent Dawn. Oh, the joy of a successful chick-picking-up. I am proud. We will see what comes of these females in time.

  Well, my stories for today are over. I am getting sleepy. I will dream of Asian sex slaves and beautiful cottages in the mountains of Colorado as he and I enjoy ourselves in hottubes filled with bubblebath. Oh, and don't forget the Asian housemaid with her naughty outfit and tray of pizza rolls for us to enjoy as we bathe with our sex slaves. Ah, I love dreams. Well, good night and good luck.

  As a final note, I hate 2.8 kb/s. Bitch patch. My flashdrive will come with me to recieve it on his house's high speed internet and carry it back to mine.

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