April 19, 2007

• So, my male and I are taking "a break" from each other.  We will not see each other until Monday next week and see how each of us fairs.

  In the mean time, I've been chatting with Jason and listening to my iTunes to keep my mind occupied.  I don't want to talk to him about the whole "break" thing, because I don't want him to think I'm hitting on him.  I don't need a new boyfriend if my relationship crumbles.  I just need some time to be single and enjoy life for what I make it all by myself.  However, things got a tiny bit interesting to me.  Here is a quick copy and paste from our conversation:

  [22:16] Jason: well, I need to head out for like 30 minutes
  [22:16] Jason: well, 30-60.  Not sure how long this will take.  Need to take a companion out on an errand since he has no vechille
  [22:17] irocknojoke: Okey doke.   You gonna be back on AIM later?
  [22:17] Jason: if you are still on

  He never shows any emotion and never comes back on AIM just because I am on.  If any of you knew him you would understand my surprise.  All I told him was that my male and I were taking a break and I didn't want to talk about it.  I didn't say anything about wanting hardcore sex with him or anything.  I'm confused and kind of excited.  Looks like he doesn't hate me and isn't just talking to me because I'm his best friend's boyfriend.  Neat!

  Anyway, I actually looked at my porn folder tonight.  I haven't done that in sooo long!  I forgot how great some of the stuff I had in there was.  Seriously...where did I find those hot pictures?  I'm always in my male's room and even though I know where his porn folder is, we have different tastes, so I don't really enjoy it that much.  It's so nice just to be sitting alone in my own room without anyone bothering me and being able to do whatever the fuck I want.  It rocks!!!  Ahhhh...so nice, like a hot bath after a hard day's work.

  I'm sure all this is terribly boring, but it's all I got, so deal.

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