May 14, 2007

• Peace

  There's just something about sitting around in your underwear in your own place where no one else can come in that makes you wanna go "ahhhh" and put your hands behind your head in a satisfied way.  I moved all my stuff into my first apartment!!  Unfortunately, the apartment that I am actually moving into has slow mover-outers in it, so I had to move into another apartment on the same floor and won't be able to move into my actual apartment until Wednesday of this week.  However, it's still very nice to have a place to call my own.  Mike won't get back from his house until tonight, so I still have the whole day to be enjoy.

  Recent news in my social scene:
  

  1. I've been spending lots of time with my and Mike's best friend Adam because he lives in the same apartment building as us on the same floor.  He helped me and Mike move and then when Mike went home for the weekend I played Wii with him in his apartment and last night we watched Sin City, which is absolutely amazing artistically.  I had never seen it but always wanted to, and Adam was all like, "OMG you haven't seen it well we are watching it!  You want mozzarella on your half of the pizza?"  He made pizza and handed out ice cream candy bars for a true viewing experience and after the movie was over we talked about all the epic movies we had seen in the last few years.  It was a nice time.  I love having friends close by when I feel lonely.
  2. Christina called me the other day out of the blue to talk about her problems.  Now, I hassle her all the time with my problems, but I kind of thought she just put up with it and didn't really think of me as a true friend.  However, when she called me she was really flustered and I was pleased to be able to help her like she had helped me.  One of my favorite things to do is help friends in need.  Over this past semester I have really been focusing on myself and it was refreshing to hear someone else's problems without asking and just try to help them in their time of need.  Good stuff.
  3. My old bisexual high school buddy Nicole called me yesterday, too, while I was watching Spiderman 3 (It was terrible, by the way.  Don't go see it unless you want to fall asleep in the theater and waste seven dollars.).  She needed my help as well.  Poor thing is 20 and still doesn't have a driver's license.  She now lives in Columbia and needs me to come with her and be in the car with her while she takes the test.  I'm down.  I haven't seen her in two years and to tell the truth I miss the darling.  It'll be nice to catch up with her since she's been in New Jersey saving the rain forest and whatnot on internship (I mean, not really, but she works with endangered animals and all that, so I figure they are related.).  It's really nice to know that people still count on me when they are in need.  Awesome.
  4. Briana, one of my other high school friends, is having a big float trip for all the old crew and was so disappointed when I said I probably wouldn't be able to come that I just had to pay for a kayak so I could go with them.  Briana was my best friend from back in the old days when all I knew was video games and happiness, so I do want to see her again, but I'm worried that I will be working or taking classes and I may be too busy...  Oh well.  If stuff comes up I'm sure it's easy to unreserve and all that.  I should really hang out with her now that I don't have as much to do.  She lives here in Columbia, too, as I often forget in the midst of classes and research and finals and papers and family and all that.  Maybe I'll invite her to dinner sometime this week.  I think that would be nice.
  5. I don't know what is going on with Mike and me.  I just want it to be over.  I actually really would rather just never see him or Jason ever again and let them live their lives away from me...far away from me.  I guess that would be the easy way out.  In summary, I still don't know what to do or what path to take with all that business and I'm starting not to care.
  6. The Chemical Engineering guy who I was talking about Facebook messaging in an earlier post Facebooked me back.  In return I invited him to lunch to catch up on things.  That should be nice.  He's here researching for the university, too, I believe, so perhaps some afternoon he will have time to go out and get lunch with me.  Then, perhaps some night I can seduce him and remove his clothing.  Yes, that would be nice.  However, I don't really care.  I just want to talk to him for a while and find out what all happened with Project Science, which I quit due to stress.  It was all about teaching underprivileged children about science and I loved it...I just started cursing so much when my mom was in the hospital that I didn't feel it was appropriate for me to be around children anymore.  So, hopefully Ryan can fill me in on all the funtime stuff that I missed out on.  Plus he plays WoW and I'm sure he will have a bunch of fun stories to tell me about his exploits.  Good times will be had by all.

  Well, that about sums up what is going on right now.  I'm in an actual happy mood for the first time in a long while.  I'm hopeful that Mike's return to the apartment won't spoil that mood, but one cannot be sure of these things.  I'm trying hard.  I want things to work out.  I want to make the right choices and walk the right path.  I know I can do it.  I know I will do it.

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