January 19, 2008

• Continuation

  It's not all sadness and regret in my life.  I just had to stop my entry at the good part because my male and I were off to eat at one of our favorite restaurants.

  Anyway, like I was saying, a place that makes me feel a lot better is where I work.  It's a hobby shop here that sells collectible card games, miniature games, roleplaying games and board games.  Let me just say that it is the most insanely wonderful place I have ever worked and it makes me so happy!  I love going to work because I know I will have a good time.  I think the reason I like it so much is because it has nothing to do with what started back in December of 2006.  Everyone I know there has only seen my male and I happy and joyful and in a healthy relationship.  Everyone I know there likes me and respects me as a free-thinking female.  No one has that negative connotation in my memory as someone involved with that horrible situation over a year ago.  I enjoy each moment I spend there and I enjoy everyone, despite all their quirks and uber-nerdiness.  It's a great place to be right now.

  Another great place to be right now for me is my little apartment.  My male and I have moved our beds into the same room (because they are far too small to sleep together in) and every time I look at them I think they are so cute!  We have a tiny kitchen and I make us Thai food all the time.  He's learned to make a few things, too, and loves helping me in the kitchen.  I paint my miniatures in the room that used to be my bedroom and we play World of Warcraft in the living room so we can watch television at the same time (and we have two televisions, one mine and one his, stacked on top of each other).  We have a shelf covered in our consoles and people always comment on how we have two PS2's and two Nintendos for no reason.  The reason is because we both had one!  Duh!  It's our first "home" and I love it.

  And some good news, last night I had a dream about Dr. House in which I actually got aroused.  Now that probably sounds completely stupid and pointless, but I haven't had a dream like that since back in 2006.  I also had a dream about having sex with my male.  Again, hasn't happened since 2006.  I credit it to getting back to posting on xanga.

  Some slightly bad news, I logged onto AIM this morning and almost talked to Jason.  Thankfully my male got up just in time to cause me to close all my windows and jump up to hug him, but my fingers were on the keys and my brow was sweating for a couple of seconds.  It was a weak moment, but at the same time I think it might be better if I started talking to Jason again.  The more things I can get back to the way they were, the better for me, or at least that's my theory.

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