February 26, 2008

• I'm going to start my comments with the day's caloric intake if they happen to be in the evening.  Mind you, this is not to sound anorexic or to get a bunch of people up in arms about dieting, but simply so that I can look back and make sure that my dieting is going in a healthy direction rather than a horrible one.

  Caloric Intake 2/26/08:  1200ish

  I had a dream last night that I was pregnant.  When I woke up I felt horrible about it and thought about how terrible and life changing it would be to have a child on the way right now.  Then I stopped for a second and contemplated.

  I've been taking birth control pills for the last...oh...like three years consistently without missing a pill by more than a couple hours ever.  If I were to be pregnant, that would mean I am one out of a hundred women that situation happens to.  Since I believe strongly in the mechanizations of the universe at large and that everything happens for a reason, that child in my eyes would be someone who was absolutely meant to exist.  How could I spit in the face of such coincidence?

  So really, being pregnant, while a large inconvenience, wouldn't really be that bad.

  I wore the most amazing socks today and everyone could see them because I wore shorts even though it was really cold.  And I wonder why I have the flu.  =T.T=

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