Rewind:  Caloric Intake 3/1/08:  1300ish

Fast Forward:  Caloric Intake 3/2/08:  1000ish

Immediately after I made the previous entry one of my coworkers called and asked why I wasn't at work yet.

I feel so terrible right now.

Oh, that went horribly...

Ryan (my coworker) and I feed off of each other when it comes to alcoholic jibber jabber.  Inebriated and talkative, I believe we ruined the date.  Bax and Lacey barely talked to each other and when I stood up to leave so did she...

Your mission is a failure.

I like the fourth floor because there is no one above me to make noise, but I hate it because heat rises.

He looked so cute this morning.  It was too warm so he had squirmed around under the covers until his back and beautifully shaped ass where exposed.  As I got up to come sit at this computer as is my ritual when I wake up he rolled a bit and then wiggled the fingers on one hand at me.  So cute!

I'm so fucking glad I'm not dating anymore.  I'm so glad that I've never been on a blind date.  Dating is sooo awkward.  I'm glad I met my male in a dorm where we could just hang out as friends and then one night just start making out instead of dating.  God, dating is the most horrible torture I could imagine.

First of all, you know hardly anything about the other person (in a lot of cases) and you are extremely nervous and trying not to offend them or sound stupid the whole date.  This, of course, limits your ability to be yourself, a key factor in getting to know someone.  So, dates are kind of like a vicious cycle of trying to impress someone by not impressing them.  Lame.  Fucking lame.

I would very much like to purchase a whole hell of a lot of hentai.  I want Bible Black and the rest of the Cool Devices and whatever else I can find.  Then I want to watch them all in a huge hentai/sex marathon after my period is over.  I haven't purchased hentai on DVD in a long time because the Suncoast and now the FYE have shut down in this town. (That rhymed!)  I'm feeling so much friskier now that spring is here and I'd certainly like to capitalize on that.  Maybe I'll just order a bunch on the intarwebz.

*shrug*

Whenever I get nervous I clean everything.  I cleaned everything.  However, now the entire apartment looks amazing.

Monique called me this morning and we wandered around town all morning because there is a film festival going on.  I couldn't believe my luck and instantly dropped the clothing I was hanging up when the phone rang.  Sometimes I feel like I sound really stupid when I'm with her.  I wonder if she thinks the same or if I'm just making it up in my head because I always feel like I sound stupid...like right now.

In about 15 minutes we'll all find out if two random people I picked out of my acquaintances to pair up can start a relationship.

I think I'm just nervous because I'm on my period.  I swear it is the most annoying thing in the world.

Well, things don't always work out perfectly.

I just can't shed the feeling that when I'm not with him I feel completely different about him than when I am with him.

Isn't it a bad sign if I get nervous?