August 17, 2008
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Why does everything become some complicated when I'm involved? Why can't I take things at face value instead of trying to root out their deeper meaning? I always think people mean something with their words and actions that isn't apparent from them immediately. I also tend to think that the worst possible situation is the one that is taking place. Perhaps I'm a pessimist when it comes to human interactions.
I've been very surly lately. Customers at the V-Gate annoy me far more than they ever have before. My friends seem incompetent and I'm finding more and more that I lack the drive to spend time with them. Even my parents are getting a little tedious. I'm wondering if it's just nervousness from the semester starting in less than a week. I feel slightly overwhelmed. I've been putting off a lot of things and now I have to finish them all at once and it's making me a grumpy lady. This must be what it feels like when reality catches up with you.
I want to post my secrets but I feel like this blog is losing it's anonymity so I might make another. I don't know. It would be about pokemon, World of Warcraft and my constant state of indecision about my social relationships.
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