I hate how awkward things always are.  I feel so inferior.  How can I expect what we offer to sway someone.

But she's so attractive.  She's so interesting.  She's just like him.  How can I be expected to just give up without even letting her know.

But what should I say?  How should I approach it?  People don't expect this kind of thing, so there is no way for her to know without me telling her.  It's not like when a guy likes you and you notice.  No one expects both people in a couple to like them, so it always feels so awkward.  There's no way she could have realized and telling her will be very surprising.  But if I don't tell her then she'll never know and I'll never know if she could ever be interested.

It's hard to tell someone without sounding like a swinger.  It's hard to bring up the topic in the first place.  I'm a bisexual person who wants a male and a female partner in my life.  I don't want multiples of either.  I just want one of each.  I don't want to swing and I don't want to be in an open relationship.  I want to be one of three instead of being one of two.  But how do I say that?  When will we ever be alone with her to tell her?  My only hope is that I get drunk one night while she is around and let it slip in my drunken state.  Even that probably wouldn't work.

I really want this girl to like us.  I haven't felt this nervous about something since I started talking to my current partner.  I want her to think we are cool and want to be around us and fall for us like we've fallen for her, but that is so far from the expected that I feel like an idiot for wishing for it.

I just don't know what to do and I feel like shit.