I had such a fantastic day today.
Farmer's markets can't be explained to people who don't already enjoy them. You have to have something inside you already to enjoy them once you've been to one. Maybe it's my upbringing, what with the farm and the florist and all that business, but I really appreciate when people gather to sell things they've made themselves. You don't get the same satisfaction from anything else really, and I enjoy that. I was invited by my best friend here thus far and she brought another first year and we wandered around this magical wonderland of friendly people selling naturally grown and hand made things. I bought some organic coconut macaroons and we all got some home made ice cream from a local dairy farmer. It was so nice and I really enjoyed it. It happens every Saturday until mid November and I think I'll be going there instead of buying fruits and vegetables at the grocery store next time.
Afterward I made a quick stop in at the novice DDR tournament that was going on, but quickly left when I realized that I had parked somewhere that wasn't free on Saturdays. Even though I had been parked for over an hour I didn't have a ticket, so it must have been my lucky day! I looked around on the ground in case it blew around somewhere but I didn't see one. Then I called Mike and he was up by that time so I decided to go home instead of reparking across campus.
We had coupons for haircuts and since weekends are the only times he has off we decided to go get our hair cut together. Mine was getting in my eyes so I wanted it a little shorter and he wanted a bit off as well. Unfortunately for me I'm not very firm when it comes to what I want done with my hair and I'm also horrible at estimating distances...so when I said I wanted it an inch long and she said the longest buzz cut was that length I told her to go right ahead with a smile on my face. After that moment the smile was no longer sincere and I only kept it up so she didn't feel bad about destroying everything I liked about my current look. I still left a nice tip because she had done exactly what I had told her to do, but after we left the store he informed me that it was way too short and he hated it. I was of the same opinion and I felt simply awful.
We went out to lunch and I couldn't help but feel super awkward because I was wearing a t-shirt and boy shorts and I felt like everyone was looking at me and wondering what a boy was doing with such giant boobs. I couldn't wait to get back to the apartment and take a shower and put on some of my girly glasses so I wouldn't look as much like a boy. Even though my personality is much more like a guy I always worry that if my appearance gets too masculine that he'll stop being attracted to me, so in some ways I wanted to be excited about my hair, but in others I was afraid that I'd done something horrible. However, as he usually does, he knew exactly what to say.
"It'll grow back."
*Sex Discussion Warning: I'm about to talk about sex in detail. Don't read if you can't deal with it.*
He hugged me and we headed back to the apartment where we both promptly took a shower to get all the cut hair off. Showers and being naked together have gotten to be more of a given than something exciting and I've come to accept it. I often long for the days when we were first going out and we would turn a simple shower into a steamy hour of soap covered sex...but today, the day when I thought I would be least attractive to him, he suddenly began rubbing his body against mine and asking me to wash him. As I started lathering the bath scrubby I felt something poke me in the butt cheek and then slip quickly between my legs. I turned around and pulled him against me and began washing him slowly. After I was done he instantly rinsed himself, dried off and ran into the bedroom making his cute little pretend frightened noises which always mean I should follow him. I hurried to finish my shower and ran in after him.
We had sex for nearly an hour which included him touching my hair and kissing me more than he ever has before. After we had finished we sat around together for a while and right when I was about to leave again for an all girl first year party he ran into the bedroom again. We had sex again and it was just as good as the first time. I couldn't believe it. Not only have we not had sex twice in one day for a really long time, but he was more passionate than he has EVER been before. I've often wondered if he has some deep hidden enjoyment of my intrensic masculinity and perhaps having it manifest in a physical form via my hair awakened some part of him which had been sleeping prior to today. Maybe he was lying when he said it was too short. You know, the last time we had sex twice in one day was probably the first time I ever cut my hair really short accidentally. And maybe he doesn't even realize it. Maybe it's something subconscious that he isn't aware of, but I think in this case two data points is enough to draw a clear conclusion.
*End Sex Discussion Warning*
After being completely fulfilled and validated by my consistently wonderful and often surprising husband, I left to enjoy an evening with what I will term "the girls" at this point, because I've never had a group of friends like this. For some reason my first year class is full of people who are extremely compatible with one another. Perhaps it's because we are all chemical engineers at nearly the same point in our lives, but we all just kind of click. So anyway the girls had planned an evening of wine, dinner and dessert while chit chatting about girly things. Normally I wouldn't have been the least bit interested, but for some reason I can actually stand all of them and the idea didn't sound at all horrible, annoying or boring like it generally would have for me. One of the girls offered her apartment as the venue and a couple of them went shopping beforehand to gather the ingredients for the meal. When I arrived they were preparing salads full of goat cheese and candied walnuts with raspberry dressing, shrimp cocktail, pork roast, mashed potatoes and more! I was amazed. As time passed more and more girls arrived until almost every girl from the class was huddled around the coffee table chatting about life and salads and random silly things. One girl brought a cake she had decorated herself after taking a cake decorating class downtown. Another couple girls had decorated some brownies and brought them as well as some ice cream. The spread was like that which I would expect at a family gathering and it was simply wonderful. We all sat about talking about everything from classes to marriage and it was so fun. Not only that but everyone was really sweet about my hair and commented with things like I was one of the only people who could pull it off and that it looks cute and not boyish because of my face and I just felt so accepted and happy. I didn't want to leave at the end of the night, but at least I made myself useful and drove four ladies who had walked for over 30 minutes to get there. They definitely walked over 15 blocks and I just couldn't let them retrace their steps, especially in the dark at 11 at night. Everyone said goodbye and we all thanked our hosts profusely for the event and it was almost surreal because I never expected to feel so happy after hanging out with a bunch of girls without having a crush on any of them.
And now I'm home, home with my perfect husband and the realization that the negativity of one girl who turned me down doesn't somehow negate all the rest of the amazing people in my life.
Sleep tight internets.
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